28 October 2005
Hallucinations
Fuzzy as it seems....It can be quite an experience while you are riding through the thunderstorm. It has been thunder-stormy over at this little island since the start of October. It has been so many years since this happens. I see flashes of lightning through the window panel of the train filled with weary-face people. I hear thunder roar just above us as our train glide through the stormy weather. Sound of rain can be heard through the platters of rain on the carriages. The gloom outside with a purplish hue and the ocassional strike of lightnings, make me hallucinate that this train of people will be facing their doom soon.
Ever wonder, those people that God says time's up, he place them all in a plane, a train, a bus and have them crashed altogether. And then, the angels will say 'Job Done'. Those ought to be dead will be wipe out of this world in seconds.
I retracted to my normal self.
I have a good sleep last night. Before I sleep, something just got into my mind: "A home is a shelter for you to rest. That is the function of a home. It is not a home if you don't feel safe." So why are we so elaborate on how our home looks like huh?
Ha ha. Finally this girl decides to be wiser a little bit. I am young but I'm wise. And I know down this road I will have more to come, more to experience. This is why some elders (some, not meaning old men who crap alot) speak of things that we do not understand when we were younger. All in the experiential learning process.
My mind drifted into the universe. And I started to build a theory of how dino and man can exist in this globe call earth.
Dinos existed before us. There are facts because their remains show. Once upon a time, God created dino. They roamed the earth. Until God decided that he has no kicks in managing these creatures and decided to have them wipe out. So earth is destructed. Then he input light 'Let there be light' and all those. He created man and woman called Adam and Eve and placed them in some part of Israel known as Eden. Then as the story goes, they have been kicked out blah blah. But this man and woman is not the only human exist back then. There are others outside the place they are born. If not, how did Cain found himself a wife? God created these two because of his desire to have the perfect being to rule the animal kingdom as well as the rest of 'mankind' aka barbarians. Who knows this two decided to make mistakes. Same as those barbarians. So now we are forever following their footsteps.
Why why why.... Just my theory.
zzzzzzzzzzzz.........
1:14 p.m. 
by ichigo