24 February 2005
Dr Hyde & Jerkyll personality
A thought came into my mind when the trainer suddenly told us that he is very tired. Tired because he is an introvert and when he is in crowded places or surrounded by people, it depletes his energy. So when the students started asking him how he could re-engerise himself, he replied the only way is to move himself back to his space. That is, solitude.My eyes raised. Is there such a logic?
My question was answered when he later blunt out that if you take the personality test and psychology, you will understand.
This doubled my doubts.
The indecisive question again. Am I an introvert or extrovert. This is one question that I cannot firmly answer.
I went to bed thinking about this over and over again. I am not in between, but rather a separate identity!
I must have been a weirdo. Because I am sometimes shy and quiet. Yet for times, I can be the centre of attraction, outspoken. Probably like Dr Hyde and Jerkyll. I cannot answer for sure. When questions like; are you an introvert or extrovert, indoor or outdoor; I couldn't put myself on the meter scale. No doubt that I felt lethargic when I am in crowded places or with people, I could also feel alive when I in that place. Like when I was dancing on the dance floor full of people.
I guess I'm still unable to understand myself. After all these years. Human being is a complex figure afterall. I am one complex being.
4:38 p.m. 
by ichigo