23 June 2003
I have you now
"I have you now.... So why should I fear...."So I say, gone with my singlehood life. Gone are my carefree, heckcare character. Cos' now I have you. Yeah, Gone are my bachelor-gal days. I can't be what I used to be before. Cos' now, you matters more than what I am to myself. Time for a change I heard.
As I'm sitting here, all the thots of you still in my mind. You really makes me laugh. Thinking how you love your sundae with chocolate fudge and waiting for me to buy one for you. How you sipped it like a little boy so delinquently delighted. And I will be up to my mischiefs again, waiting for a chance to pinch your nose cos' you look so cute the way you eat your sundae.
And I start to wonder, outta the million pple in this world, I chose you. And the irony of us both not expecting it. Same as you, I like the way you are. Though I always like to tease you about your everything but I love you as yourself, nothing else matters. Sigh, you won't fail to amaze me.... The other day, I scurried my way among the huge crowd to meet you and you were coming my direction searching for me. When you appeared full bodied, I was stunned. You looked marvellous. I was lost in words. And as you stand there gazing the crowded shopping scene quietly, I was stealing glances at you. You resembled my dream guy. Wow!
I wanna keep you, hide you. Hide you away from people, keep you safe from harm. I like to protect you, cos' you are so much a part of me now, I don't think I will survive without you. This is what you are to me, my beloved.
3:27 p.m. 
by ichigo