10 May 2006

Lost

I have been on the low down for a very long while. I just I have been self-avoiding alot of things. Probably I just didn't want to face the truth. Just trying to avoid reality and close myself out from this world.

I know my depression is getting up on me again. I felt like I have jump into the same kind of situation like before where everything is not right and I can do nothing about it. I have been trying to find an aim for myself but I get even lost in the process of finding back myself. I close myself up in my room all day and just 'lost' myself in thoughts and in a virtual world that I have imaginerily created. I just want to find a safe spot for myself and forget about all my troubles.

These days I can't seem to concentrate and write much. Hence, I decided to be lost in this virtual home for a while.

6:41 p.m. by ichigo