08 February 2005
Time is never enough
If only I have time like what my boyfriend has. You know, everyday, I woke up early like 6am, getting ready. By 7am, I'm rushing like mad to catch my bus to office. And by 8am, official start of working hours. Then it is hell time, I worked non stop till night time 8pm. But my boyfriend, while I'm rushing the day, he wakes up at 7am, spread himself a breakfast. By 8am, he sits down, reads himself the papers and surf the internet. And he only needs to get to his transport like 8.45am. Then he stops work at 5.30pm sharp.Well I am sometimes envious though. Because, it is really hectic in my life. At times, I probably blame that I'm not good at managing my time. But after trying to build my own timetable, I find that no matter how I plan, that 14 hours is forever stuck in office. And I can't really do much for the next 10 hours.
My time with friends is always over the weekends. Still, sleep took over most of the day because I am really tired inside out. Boyfriend never seems to figured out why I sleep so much. He probably sees that as a waste of time, but it is heaven to me. The five days is like working to the bone. I return home like a spongy jelly everyday. No amount of Essence of chicken, Yomeishu helps.
It's never enough time in this life.
9:34 a.m. 
by ichigo